Lately, I’ve been struck by the realization of how ungrateful my wayward heart has been. Seeing the glass half empty, or even worse, seeing no glass at all! Not taking thought of or appreciating what’s been given to me by my loving Heavenly Father, instead dwelling, and fuming about what I lack.
Some ladies from church blessed me and my daughters with piles of clothes that were much needed since I can’t shop outside the home easily anymore.
I wasn’t grateful. Instead, I was overwhelmed by so many clothes I didn’t have room for. I was exhausted digging around in six trashbags full of clothes, sorting and trying them on. I had been trapped in an ungrateful mindset and it was displeasing to God!!
I realised I was acting like a spoiled child that wouldn’t be content or happy unless it received what it wanted, when it wanted it.
It struck me; God sent those clothes, it was through those dear ladies but really an extension of His giving hand and I wasn’t thankful. I found myself rationalizing that since I’m unwell, I can complain about being overwhelmed by those clothes and put on that nasty old victim mentality; No one understands, no one gets it, blah blah blah. It’s so easy when you feel poorly for so long to become trapped in wrong thinking.
Yet, our Faithful God opened my eyes to see all the blessings around me: a warm house, four lovely children, a hard working husband, loads of pets, food on the table, and yes, tons of clothes.
I am grateful.
I’m grateful for all the blessings God gives but even more for Him waking me up to see just how thankless I’ve been. I’m grateful for Him and for giving me salvation through Jesus which is the greatest gift ever!
Being thankful is worship. Having a thankful heart is an act of praising God.
Psalm 50:14 “Offer unto God thanksgiving; and pay thy vows unto the most High”
God delights in His children when we are grateful for the big and little things. The sunshine, the sound of the winds, the smiles of loved ones, cans of tuna for lunch, and any delight we take in daily. Tokens of His love, and showers of His grace.
Today, I’m seeing the glass completely full because I know I have the only thing I really need and that is Jesus.
What are you grateful for today? I’d love to hear from you!